alright alright, i'll be the first to admit i've been neglecting my website. i will not apologize and i cannot promise to be more active but i'll make sure not to let it die entirely :]
ok so, music-wise i haven't been making ANYTHING audio related for a while, and if i have it was really short and shitposty. what i *have* been doing though is starting feburary and finally launching in august i've launched my indie/diy label Lagomorph Records! (available on neocities and bandcamp) where we (i, it's solo save for the artists) release little physical media and cute packaging. it's still taking up a good amount of my free time outside of work and osu/rym obligations
this project/label of mine has allowed me to get a lot more connections in some indie internet music circles and has inspired me to both get more shit going as well as inspiration for making my own music (most notably lamo/🦊 and his label rearview mountain, which hosts some crazy ambient music)
what's also to note is i've been pretty eh on my performance at work. not like i'm intentionally doing bad but this apprentice stuff only lends you so many mistakes. it's the main reason i've been slow on my online obligations and becoming a recluse and not the chatty cheery idiot many people knew me as ~5 years ago. it's slowly getting better but as one'd expect it takes a lot of energy out of ya. i'm fighting back though, taking care of medications, working on good hygiene and eating well, and the next paragraph
i had my nineteenth birthday on the sixteenth of this month, pretty cool got some stuff done, but there's a cool story to it too. i've been wanting to start feminizing hrt for a while (like, since early 17) and had plans at a certain place but it KEPT GETTING PUSHED BACK. when i got a call seven days before my birthday saying they wanted to push it from september to the NEXT july, i had it and decided to look into alternatives. called a local nonprofit and got an appointment for thursday, picked it up yesterday and have taken my first two doses! it's an amazing birthday gift and i thank my girlfriend sarah (her site!) for putting me onto it after she had a good experience at hers
aside from all of that, just looking to get back into the swing of other things. i want to draw, i want to code (more sites, small games, etc), and finally getting into crochet (i have so much yarn)
it's the usual though where i have ambitions but not enough time or energy to get em all. just gotta make sure i hit some of em owo)b